Gotta make a Change
Written at 11:45 a.m. on 2006-01-12
If you are just now reading this go back an entry. I added those on my old friends list. So you should figure out who I am by going to the first entry! Ok- So an up-date. I got us evicted from our apt. Being drunk and stupid- I don't even want to get into it. But it was really dumb!
And Jillian is playing the victim- as if she's unhappy. Bull fuckin shit! She has what she wants now- She's moved in with her married boyfriend and she's happy as ever.
And you know something thats funny as hell?! She called me- yes me...WHITE TRASH! HAHAHAHA! Yeah- Me the one with an office job and a steady boyfriend. She on the other hand- damn don't eve get me started. She was in police training and got kicked out cause she was trying to fuck all the officers, she has worked at Uptown cabaret for 2 years now- a strip club, and she is a home wrecker. She wedged her ass in between a man and his wife and caused them to split up. Which he is STILL married, They are seperated but still married. She might as well lived there before I got us kicked out. She was never home.
But yeah- Shes a fuckin bitch and she's got her's coming to her. Just wait......
On the other hand- Now is a time for me to start over. Which is why I started this diary. I wanted to leave my past in the past. I started to delete all of it- But I figured maybe one day I may want to check back on something. Like when I did something or met someone or something. Who knows. I just feel bad erasing all that.
So I am moving back to my mom's tonight will be my first night back there. I am not too happy about it but yet in the same breath I am glad to be out of that Apt, saving money and getting my life back on track.
I've let myself fall away. I am better than this- all this trouble I've gotten into. The good news of it all is it looks like I'll be getting out of the DWI, and the two felonies. God is seriously trying to tell me something. And I am just going to totally change. I am going to attend church every Sunday and try to become closer to God. I asked him on Thanksgiving to show me the way and told him I opened my heart up to him to come in and save me and make me a better person. And since then I have gotten the DWI and 2 felonies. Trouble trouble trouble! Someone is trying to tell me to change.
So thats what I am doing. And all of you readers new and old are here to witness that and leave me comments.
So here I am....on the road again.
<3
Jamie
