Contest Winner
Written at 11:35 a.m. on 2006-01-13
Ok it so totally sucked sleeping at my mom's last night. Timmy was there- but it just sucked. All this noise down stairs that I am not use to, that and the fact my mattress was on the floor, the rest of my bed is not here.
Timmy is acting weird to me. Maybe its just me- But I dunno. His stomach has been hurting him lately and he didn't fall asleep last night until like 6am. I was out about 12:00. So I dunno whats going on with him but I just hope he's not taking weird muscle shit. He gets all this crap at GNC like Muscle Milk and Creatine (sp?) and testosterone pills and shit. I dunno call me old fashioned but I don't see why people need to take all that shit for working out. It alters your body and changes the way your body does things.
Ugh- I am just so out of my environment. I feel out of place, being almost 23 and still at my mom's. I mean I know I won't be there all summer (hopefully) but still. I am disappointed in myself.
I registered for classes online and no one has called me yet. Don't know exactly why but they need to hurry the hell up so I can get in there for all the meetings and tests. I bet I'll have to take core classes. Like fuckin Math, My worst subject. Not looking forward to that at all. My mom thinks my ADD is affecting me. She wants me to get on meds before I start school. I hope they give me aterol. I love that shit- Its like cocaine in a pill. It helps me concentrate but yet- it makes me smoke alot like I AM on cocaine. Its annoying.
I filled out a police report on jillian harassing me. You know her text messages about me being white trash and dirt and bla bla bla. She's also been bad mouthing me, so I told her its in her best interest to keep her mouth shut about me. Slander is what it is. And you better believe I'll fuckin sue her ass.
OH- and something I am so totally happy about is I won the contest on BREAK.COM! Here's my link. I win 500 bucks! I am so happy about that cause this money can't come at a better time! I just sent them more pics of me cause they want more pics when they announce that I am the winner! You don't know how often I sat there and gave myself 10's. I wanted this money soooo bad! And boy do I ever need it! I need to figure out what I am going to do with it all. I want to buy myself some clothes, but I need to pay bills more than I need clothes!
Well I am off of here!
<3
Jamie
